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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It's not you, It's me

For the last month or so I dated a girl. A very nice girl that I clearly misread. I guess that is pretty typical for me, because who wouldn't like me...jk. Things ended and I think she explained things pretty well, but i was very confused still. Or maybe its just the fact I don't trust 99% of all girls (the 1% being my mom, sisters, and of course Alanis Morrisette). Of course i tend to blame myself like all relationships, and luckily she didn't wait 6 months or a year to do it, so I guess I should be glad.

So why am I writing about this, well, to hopefully make you laugh. A while back I wrote a blog entitled, Who Am I, comparing myself to a few of the Seinfeld characters. The following video defines who I was the other night. Although I didn't pull it off like George, I definitely thought about this episode the next day and how it made me laugh.

Although I am still somewhat sad, I met up with her tonight to get back some things that I had left over the course of our time together. It did not go as I planned. It was a strangely awkward , mostly because I only had 5 minutes so we had the type of conversation that two people have when they aren't really close friends and have a limited of time to speak, so they try to cram in the gist of a lot of stuff in a short period of time. The following questions are what I'm referring to:

How is work going?
Hows the new project?
Are you liking your job?
Are you still feeling sick?

I felt like I was on a tv show. I felt like i didn't know her when just over a week ago, i felt like i knew her so well.... well.... that is.... until she broke it off. Anyhow, she is a very nice girl and I definitely wish her the best. My only conundrum now, is that when she said, I want to have you as a friend, did she really mean it. Should I check up on her every so often? Or just wait until I run into her at the bar, see her with a guy, and then who knows how i react (I've been know to get drunk following these encounters).

Although I'm single now, I think I might have found my new girlfriend. Thank goodness I have some friends who are sending me all my possibilities so that I do not miss any of the awesome girls that are available: